Hello my dearest interwebs, it’s me again. I know, I know! I haven’t written in like two weeks. I’m sorry. I’ve had Second Life whiplash and then I was just busy being busy. I opened a rental business inside SL so there is that keeping me plenty busy and well... read on and you’ll find out.

I left off last time with John and I being on a rocky path. We’d run into issues with his ex and things were looking a bit gloomy. We were working it out but I wasn’t sure what would happen. We’re still together, it was tense there for a bit but we’ve both realized that what we have is special. It’s different from any other partnership we’ve ever had, combine that with that we’re best friends and neither wants the other to disappear from their life, and it comes down to that neither of us is leaving.

The nitty gritty is that we had it out, again. He blocked the girl, and we’ve begun moving on. We discussed what we felt was missing and we decided to try to fix those. For me, I’m not used to leading. I’m sub by nature; he met me when I was collared. He surprised me about a week or so back with a collar. He collared me; made me his and I think he’s pleasantly surprised by the change. I’m different with a collar. I am still a brat, I always will be but I defer to him. I let him lead, I put the decisions squarely in his hands. He’s had a crash course in playing the more dominant role. We’ve had some more “interesting” times with me in my collar.

We went to an adult forced fantasy RP sim the other night. I had done some research and found him the open collar master hud so that he could easier control me in my collar and so that he could dabble as he saw fit.  He led me around the sim with a leash attached to my collar. We explored, we rp’d a bit of the master/sub relationship. He seemed to enjoy it, even taking pleasure in finding my pliability with the collar around my neck. He of course also got a crash course in how to handle me when I’m being a brat. I purposefully sassed him, forcing his hand. I kept pricking at him until he was more than a bit annoyed and then things got heated. There may have been grabbing of the hair and pushing up against a wall. This was all very, very fun until some noob decided to start coming around, hopping on random pose balls in the area and being a general nuisance.

I hate noobs who can’t take a hint and back off. Yes, we were on an adult sim and a forced fantasy sim at that. No, this does not mean that the pretty girl you are following has to participate in your fantasy. You still have the choice to participate and I chose not to. I was with John, we were RPing privately, the noob is lucky that I deleted my orbiter hud recently. Else he’d have been launched into oblivion. If you’ve not played SecondLife and are thinking of it, let me give you a heads up. Every noob gets curious about sex sims, it’s natural. Sure, there are plenty of people there looking for random pixel hookups, but there are just as many of us there who aren’t. We’re just there hanging out and RPing with friends, we’re not there for your pixel pleasure and we’re not shy about telling you this either.

I was adopted as sister to a friend of mine. He’s my big little brother. He’s a doll, just a complete sweety. He’s got girl issues to say the least. He’s adorable so it’s not surprising to me. He’s been a big help in reminding me that things could be worse. He’s rooting John and I even if he grumbles slightly about the John too. He’s been a good friend during all this, while other men might try to make a move he’s not like that. He’s full of logic and sweetness. Reminding me that I adore John and that if I don’t want to end up with the same partner issues that he has, that I had better fight for what I want. Fight I will and fight I have.

The other girl messaged me shortly before John finally blocked her. She had a whole long rant trying to turn John and I against each other. She only managed to drive us closer and get herself muted. She gave it her all, I’ll give her that. I don’t blame her for wanting John back; I do however blame her for trying to drive a wedge between the two of us. She tangled with the wrong redhead. John is mine. He belongs with me. I will fight for him; I won’t make the same mistakes she did. John is a soft hearted fool sometimes. He has such a need to please people, to fix them, to make them happy. It’s something I adore about him; it’s also a “flaw” that she was trying to use against him. Once he saw that, once he saw the things she had to say… it wasn’t pretty. I hate thinking of anyone hurting John so I was on a rampage. She even sent her Master after me and their whole army of alts to harass me. It was ridiculous but in the end, I stood my ground. I have John and she has a broken heart and is currently crying her sob story to anyone who will listen.

Funny thing is, everyone knows what she is like. It’s pathetic. She took this whole SL relationship denial so hard she took it into RL and called into RL work because she just couldn’t function. She called into her SL work too. The girl is a basket case. For one, at the end of the day, I adore John but he and I are just friends RL. We’re partners in RP inside SL. We’re not running off with each other and that is something we both liked about the other when we met. It totally weirded John out to have this crazy and quite older woman going off her rocker as much if not more RL as she was in SL. I feel sorry for her really.

The short and sweet of this entry is that I know what I want in my SL and I have it. I will fight for it and any of you girls out there who think you’re ready to tangle with this redhead had better come prepared for war.